Today I found a copy of the speech I gave at my high school graduation...I had never watched it, after the fact. To be honest I couldn't even remember what I talked about....Hearing my words was weird, and as I listened I felt like I was watching a different person. So much time has passed. I moved to Gainesville for a year, moved back home, and now I'm finishing up my last year of college...I'm so different from the person I was on that stage three and a half years ago. I had no idea what the big guy upstairs had in mind, or where I would be sitting at this point in my life. But listening to it made me smile, and some of the words really hit home...
"Now comes the next step
Where we enter that long awkward stage of life between high school and retirement.
A time where so many decisions will have to be made, our heads will spin out of pure confusion.
These decisions will direct our life's path, and ultimately determine our future.
Whether you decide to attend college, join the armed forces, or enter the work force, every decision you make from here on out will be YOURS.
Integrity, is a firm adherence to a code or standard of values.
It is a word not understood by many for it's respect has been lost over the years.
In a world where acceptance is desired more than individualism we stand the risk of losing ourselves and our values.
Remember that you have a choice.
It's a freedom this country offers, one that cannot be taken away.
Your life is your choice.
Do with it something that will not only better yourself, but better your community and the world you live in."
Choices. My life. My choice.
My choices haven't always been the greatest or the best these last few years....but regardless, my Savior has used them for good. Moving to Gainesville wasn't the best choice, but I sure learned a lot. Changing my major to Education was a needed choice, and more and more I know it's what I'm meant to do. Coming home was a hard choice, but it was the best one. Coaching volleyball was a GREAT choice, and I've loved every minute of it. So many choices, so many consequences, but always one Savior with one plan to use me to further his kingdom.
Life is a funny thing. It never happens the way you think it will, or the way you planned it.
And I'm glad it doesn't :)
Thinking that it's been almost 4 years since I walked that stage and said those words, blows my mind, and though tough at times, I wouldn't change anything that's happened since then.
As hard as it was to learn that I can't make plans, because I'm not the big guy upstairs....I'm glad that I finally get it. I now look forward to the surprises he has for me and the fun it's going to be to enjoy them!
God is good. All the time, no matter our choices, therefore, life is good as well. :)
